rest in peace mom, you lived so much longer then we could have thought. you got me through college, got my little brother to high school, its truly an amazing feat.

i would not be where i am today without you. you watched me blossom by following me here on deviant art, always pushing me update my journal, well here you go. i don't know what i'll do now late at night, when i'm frustrated with something. i could always just call you, and you'd give me so many good ideas. i'm on my own now, but i feel very prepared.

am so grateful and thankful.